thought - freewrite

i woke up today with the heat of midday barring on me, the stinging brightness of a 45 degree angle into my eyes, i cannot see. the random chimey chime from my phone, focuses my attention and i stumble like a grumpy peg-legged pirate to the nearest loo,. Refreshed and renewed, i dressed for the day and what it might throw at me, stab of sadness reminded me of my lost bicycle. so i changed , and then changed again until my fit found its fit which had me finally walking into the shoes that required the least effort.

two cups of h2o and then two cups of joe, then onto cleaning long forgotten obvious places, and finding buried treasure along the way, coins and gum, followed by my "swagger" two days without it, kept me at a distance from fellow co-workers. my hair product appeared last, finally. freshly washed and now necessary to towel dry. my mock brucelee had its daily waxing.

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thought - 50 Q-

While stumbling i happen to surf a random wave to a blog asking a "50 life question" survey. free'n my mind it says. boredom quickly insewed but some questions eased my thoughts this night so i obliged. Original >< Post enjoy...

1 - the same.. 29 is how old i feel, but if the question was worded a little differently i probably would have said 23.. (and no. what age i wish i was, is not the reword)
2 - at times i think failing, embarrassment seems to be an equally hard thing to work through. but never trying yeah that would be worse.
3 - because while in the bliss or agony of love, it can seem an eternity.
4 - without question, just look at my first 2 answers.
5 - the potency of greed
6 - arguing with my family and friends followed by hearty eating and beer drinking.
7 - im settling.. sigh
8 - perhaps yes, but most likely no.
9 - 4 or 5 degree's if speaking cecilius maybe 1.
10 - doing things right is doing the right thing.
11 - id give them an earful!
12 - brush your teeth
13 - in a heartbeat. and i get away with it too.
14 - yeah, sometimes i look back and laugh.
15 - analyze
16 - everyone cant be me.
17 - school, im out of excuses..
18 - anger,guilt,resentment,fear
19 - hawaii.. period..
20 - yep, yep..
21 - heh..
22 - nature 25, nurture 2/3rds
23 - sadly no
24 - sadly i dont know
25 - the people i love.
26 - never to make new ones
27 - yes, certain truths speak for themselves
28 - hmmm..
29 - yes and yes.. refer to question 18
30 - i cant recall, i would assume getting something special, just about anything made me happy back in the day
31 - when in love..
32 - who knows.. time will tell
33 - i have nothing to lose at this point, its definitely time to try
34 - haha.. me say nothing? that will be the day..i dont think a person who has this experience would even be the type to get to question 34
35 - HYPOCRISIES!
36 - no.. as a wise woman once said. perception is truth, i replied there in lies the error.
37 - in a heart beat!? i wouldnt have time to work spending my millions!!
38 - I would like both! but would settle first on work i enjoy doing.
39 - ehh atleast.. tonight? yeah atleast.. damn im systematic problematic
40 - all the time, im headstrong and proud, intelligent and belligerent at times
41 - my mom and dad.
42 - im vain.. but not that vain, besides ive found the secret of life, and i plan on living for a while, which now that i think of it being vain or not its worth a trade.. im aiming for 110 baby!!
43 - about 10 questions or so. before in the list, could of summed this question and wouldnt of made me remember why ive never done one of these.
44 - the minute you know what is right
45 - wisdom is pricey
46 - make this blog public!!
47 - a couple of weeks ago. i couldnt fall asleep and i had to restrict my downloading.
48 - this world we inhabit, my internet, people around me, all the time.
49 - hopefully for luck sake, i dont and this time will pass unnoticed.. im on cruise control and i like it.
50 - im making them for myself, but am i making the right choices??