thought about thoughts

what shall i name my new venture?

im entertaining the idea of .."d for dialogue?"??.

cheese ha.. i know but maybe something with a new focus.

not so intimate no so intense?

a separations of sorts from my daily thoughts that

usually engage the idea of asparerations or realizations.

jokes humor favorite youtube clips on one side

the other side other, you know the usual a long rant or rave,

that i might find fun to word vomit about.

this is and old post revived.. lets see if i can tie up loose ends

thought about thoughts

thought * forget me not

these waters are cold and chilling, unforgiving, and reckless with the psyche. the winds blow at a tempermental state and occasionally shout obscenities in each ear as it whips by. the skies are overcast, with a murky quality to them. with sun just on the verge of breaking through the haze, giving a sense of hope, falsely. but somehow this ship is familiar, the creaks the groans of the wood. i can smell the faint rot and moisture upon everything. the echo of emptiness below well known. this voyage is manditory, tickets are for the very unlucky many who fail at their attempt to win at pleasure island. with a return journey we all know about but tend to ignore. i am alone on this ship, but know i am not the only passenger... cont..

thought ◄ ive returned, again

a new outlook? naa most likely not. relaxed? just a little more. my employer is treating me well and my homespace is at least comfortable for the most part. finding a little focus by being myself. an adjustment, realignment, of the stars? possibly. i doubt they'll ever be some cataclysmic change, you know, time keeps on slipping, into the future. and we just keep on swimming, you know like that ellen fish. 31 is close. damn where did the time go.