as emotions go, i ride them like waves, a water maverick at his best
described by some people as dramatic, comparable to live theater.
it flows from me, intense.
like an oceans roar
without a trace of reluctance.
i usually have battles with my ceaseless mind, processing everything twice
and a third time for good measure, reaching multiple conclusions
each commonly bidding each other for control. each viable for a center stage role
id love to use the easy excuse of being crazy, mad or any hint of delusional.
but im sadly aware of any variant as well.
i stab myself in the foot for being the better person,
but in itself is a pride issue to say that i am.
im no different from those i hold at arms length
perhaps i just have better leverage at this point.
at this stage in the journey.
its a deep space and i hear no echo
