thought !! similar findings

the first warm summer night of the season, do you remember? we spoke, or atleast tried too. i was trying, you know i always try, annoying as it was, as it were, as it maybe. heh. i was digging while you were digging, then you complained to me that i handed you the shovel. I questioned myself, and firmed my resolve as i began my own interrogation with you, and perhaps with me at the same time. inquires about why, and acceptance about your simple why-nots. i cant blame you, i deduced that you were taught that way, and havent met someone who challenges you as i do. who provokes you to be a deeper thinking a stronger heart, a cooler demeaner. am i right in my approach? perhaps not always. but im true in my intent and honest is my deliveries. collateral damage is the least of my fears at this point. im bound to figure it out, im willing to get everything out of this journey contructively, and when it ends, the semblance of me looking back. will offer thanks for the invaluable , yet expensive knowledge. war torn and scarred romantic.